Things I Wanted To Say But Never Did

I wanted to tell her that her presence brought me goosebumps And whenever I wanted to talk to her I'll experience throat lumps She amplified my testosterone as well as my dopamine I wanted to tell her that and sweetly ask her to be mine I even wanted to whisper in her ears and tell her the 3 'scary' words I once almost suggested we get high and go stone the birds The other time I was just about to ask her for a kiss But her best friend then appeared and away ushered my 'miss' I wanted to tell her of that scenario but thought better of it I hadn't ever tasted her but wanted to tell her she's sweet Our encounters were few but my feelings were much I wanted to open up to her wishing she'll reciprocate with some touch I wanted to tell her she's perfect and am all she now needs I'd argue with facts for her to judge me with my deeds I wanted to tell her that and much more for she was my crush But every moment I held my mouth shut for she believed men are trash.