Things Ended

You are not what I expected I had a revelation it manifested. Your loyalty was tested and although you passed i wasn't all the way invested .I Can't erase your face out my mind .. I can't seem to shake you out my system . You've put me in a position in where I need to make a decision whether or not I should listen to what I could be missing . No need for dismissing I'm already involved keeping my guard up was heavier than I thought. You were my wrecking ball you enjoyed watching my guard finally fall. The big insecurities I once had are now small . I picked up every single one of your calls and enjoyed my trips to the mall .you were everything I needed you were my all. Tattooed your name to my chest so you knew it was real we were commited it was a sealed deal . when I needed you , you were there did everything for me I enjoyed this love affair . and when things ended my guard went back up I couldn't believe It fell . you leaving was something I couldn't tell