Things Aren'T Always What They Seem

I’m so pissed I’m so sad Holding all this back It’ll make me mad This piece of paper Is all I have to confide in To get this life I don’t know what I did The pain hurts And so I bleed There’s no hope And nothing to believe I’m all alone In this dark world This sad cold Depressed little girl And who’d have guessed That girl was me Starting inside I’m letting go of my dreams How did life get this bad With nothing but hurt and pain Has it only started Or has it always been this way It’s hard to believe It was all a lie Just cheating and deceiving Time after time I’m dying on the inside And bleeding on the out You judge me Though you don’t know what I’m about The sorrow never stops And tears never end Pain is always there I can’t look ahead I hide the hurt And painful secrets so well Look me in the eyes Can you honestly tell I’m the girl you may want to be But look a little closer And then maybe you’ll see, it’s the truth Things aren’t always what they seem