Thing of My Past

It is a thing of my past, I wanted it to last. I think it could have been meant to be, but I didn't want to be a tree. If he would have waited like two days, we would have met each other and prayed. I wanted it to last, but I think now it is a thing of my past. I wanted it to be meant to be, but like I said, I didn't want to be a tree. We could have prayed each day to make it work, but I don't want to lurk. I love him to death and always will, but this has been harder to deal. I would love to be just friends, and if he wants to message me, he's going to have to make the first move.