These Meanings

At times I rather not say a word At times I wish I was never heard Mistakes wouldn't be noticed Problems never remembered Screams and hostility kept from bursting Its easier to remain in silence Never to awaken to the reality of the world Pertaining to the disasters and consequences All occuring with just one word I shall remain a ghost to avoid and anger at most Releiving your insecurities Returning to this state of mind This apology has been ignored And thrown out from your door If there were no words This would have been different I would see your face again We would be together Never allowing this curse to defeat our friendship Our last chance in happiness Words can be our enemies and at times your friend With the beautiful meanings making you smile and dream Or it could destroy you causing deaths and suffering For I have experienced this anger and asked myself questions What does a work really mean? SHould it make you cry and gleam into the saddened world Or is it just a word with no meaning? I cannot be hurt by them Not destroyed by the agony and sickenig emotion I make this word my own And now I've shown my immortality With this belief I am not heading towards destruction but success and trust in myself and the life ahead of me!!!!!!!! I shall never let these words hurt me For I have looked far deeper into them than anyone has seen