These Days

I want to be on a faster pace I would like to have a different taste or a slight fresher dose of air Cause these days I'm dealing with this misery from my jealousy that happened from deceptive ways I'm crying inside, I'm reaching out though I can't seem to get a hand I'm wondering and searching for that one glimpse of acceptance I'm neglectful plus regretful to which you might not believe but forgiving myself is something I don't achieve Cause these days......