These Are Not Tears of Joy

These are not tears of joy But don't assume that I'm mad I don't know what the tears are for If I'm crying I'm not glad These are not tears of joy So why do I cry all of the time Maybe it's because of these people That keep on wasting my precious time These are not tears of joy They could be tears of love and hate Or maybe just the simple fact Everyone takes away my loves mate These are not tears of joy Cause inside I yell and scream But I'm never mad enough So maybe it's all a dream These are tears of my emotions Shakin and thrown in the trash Thers no telling my hearts journeys Or how long these tears might last