There were moments when my prayers were lost in the winds

There were moments when my prayers were lost in the winds, I felt only the turmoil like a troubled sea under a cloudy sky, fears and tears, echoes of deep pains, so deep and lonely, like a boundless abyss. Sorrows beyond understanding, the shadows of night stretched out, like arms of darkness, embracing everything, wars in my soul, battles with icy shivers, made me feel shipwrecked on unknown shores. Storms that lost me in their labyrinth of mist, when I look back, I still see the price paid in silence, feelings that could not be spoken, a mute song, times when the hope of my heart was just a faint glimmer. Thoughts that fed hidden monsters in corners of the mind, despair leaving deep marks like shadows on the soul, relationships, oh, I loved with the intensity of a summer fire, wouldn't it be nice to feel the gentle touch of a breeze? Sensitivities that urged me to doubt everything, when it comes to feelings, I wish to disappear like a dream, rains and storms, grand spectacles of nature, but despite all – love remains like a guiding star. In the midst of battles, among cries and salty tears, a voice came like a whisper of wind calming the storms, love that reminded me – He is always like a protective shadow, whatever I face, His love is a beacon in the deep night. When I don't know what to do and pain weighs on me like a heavy stone, I look to my Savior, knowing my soul will float safely.