There Was No Escape

Treat others how you like to for they will treat you how you want to be ready for absolution for it will come I have seen it plenty of times and it is done I know you want to believe in me I know you want to see me I want you to desire and receive me I know you think it is the pain and pleasure mixed this brings out the best in a quick fix like it or not I don't care I think of all the things that make me stare into an abyss filled mind I am empty inside. Hollow and crazily veiled a fool's note I am so shallow Desire me and make yourself known I am so beautiful So vein as well I have never seen heaven not even hell I think I am in one, not the other the improbability of it is that you've my lover How dare you How do you believe the things I have done are not real How can you feel How can you feel How the **** does it make you take you and break you into little pieces the size of my heart I am desired by all...from the start I started to believe in you I started to design the things that i wanted to do to you with you and by you I think those things were taken apart by a little known vermin I think and the thing is that it is so churning my stomach is crushed I am demoted further down I am left bespoken Likely without a sound and a mouth to speak with I have received this I know you I know you know me too I know you are so dead to the world; to my heart you are so new. question me Despise me Devote nothing more than your lies to me How dare you Do you know who I am Do you realize I am more than a man How can you question your reality I am here you are there You are not something to believe in me to be thrust upon me you are truthful Yet deceiving Die alone then I shall not care I shall just stare into your void of a beautiful I know you You are so lustful and dutiful I shall never realize but maybe I will know after I die How could you how could you DO THIS TO ME! I question my sanity Left with a brittle stonehenge for a trusting heart Instead...I depart with a crazy beautiful mistake I now take...you apart and make you seem less than real I know you are something someone to feel. I am mistaken but never so taken by someone who is so vein and so lustful I am so distrustful How can this be I am so left aback and taken I am so ****ed up and so broken Be with me or leave me But let me know what it is going to be I need to know so tell me NOW I dare you to make it into something other than this I want to believe in the thing that is You are You are so fortunate Quite distrustful into the fire I am thrown by you I am so fated...my heart rearranged into a blossom I think it is now awesome Grand and spectacular, how you are vernacular spread upon my table I am so thankful Treat me with respect and I will make you not regret I am your savior your one and only You make me think of the things that make me adore thee How DARE you, do you really think I LOVE you? I do not even KNOW you, what are you all about Are you here to taunt me, to flaunt yourself and spread your desire upon me I am so flaccid sometimes I think of myself inactive and dead upon a doorstep I think nothing is ever broken but my heart lies unspoken for Like true dirt-less desire spot on and spotless I cry out to you I am broken; you are the death bringer The heart never rendered by your touch ; you stringer Along of the many things I have done I KNOW you, I know everything! The way you make me feel the way you make me stray How can you believe anything is real in this world besides me I am here to make you want me I am here to make you want me I am going to make you want me and escape from the reality of the one true verse Of course; take me into consideration and make me into an action word verb me. I am yours I am forever taken I am forsaken and broken and something like a word that is stolen Listen to me Make me believe in you Make me something like a story and make me swoon over your corpse your heart melts into mine Likely story she said I am fine No I am breathless Break me and take my corpse into the void of your beautiful mind Like a story that has taken ages to write I am giving you this I am receiving nothing in return contemplate the possibilities you have learned that there is no heaven nor hell nor escape life is all there is and feelings are what it takes your emotions are here and now you want me or not that is what is real now I am with you, you are with me forever I am yours so take me I am breathless void-less and clever.