There To Begin

And it is this reason that I feel that I can never go home. Because I know not where it exists. Familiar faces that exist with a bit of a twist. Those same smiles & well wishes are never what they seem. If heaven lasts only for a second. Be as it may, then ignorance is truly bliss. For reason that needs no further explanation. I've built this place in my mind that feels alot like home. But misses the main components that make it home. If heaven lasts but a second. I'd rather not be forced to drink the bitter milk of it's truth. There are many sides to a face at any given angle. Which one is you, which is me. In enough time things change. In even more time, it gets hard to spot the subtle difference. Was I ever there to begin