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There Is a Pain

There is a pain that drives insane
A pain so dark so deep
It robs my breath, it brings on death
And still in Shoal, I weep

There is a pain, my curse, my bane
That changes sanity
A pain that twists as it persists 
To mock humanity

The pain I speak, is mine to keep
And yet I must relieve
This heart of mine, this tortured time
I can no more believe

Those untrue words, like rotten curds
Bring pain to heart and soul
It’s all a lie, and here am I
To say, I am not whole

When love has died, and you have cried
And there is none to bless
When silence jeers, and your heart fears
That you are thought of less

When absence sighs, compassion dies
And you are left to mourn
How could it be, this travesty
When love has turned to scorn

For pain I have, there is no salve
There is no pain relief
I’ll go to grave, no one can save
From pain in time so brief

Eileen Manassian
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Makama Avatar
February 16, 2015 at 12:19 PM
I am in love with your lines... This is a great piece and I hope to spend more time on your other works. Thank you for the incredible share
Thomas Avatar
February 12, 2015 at 9:22 AM
Love begets pain...and out of that pain, love only grows stronger....deep, heartbreaking words....
Lamoureux Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 9:36 AM
Dropping by to say hello.
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 2:54 PM
Hiya!
Bordner Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 3:17 AM
Where there is pain there is love...where there are tears there is passion...and hope. There is a clarity in your emotions of love sickness that I just want to put my hands on, and feel on my sad fingertips...the shoal is no place for a living beauty that you are Eileen...J.A.B.
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 2:57 PM
Some things are beyond hope, my Eagle. My heart was heavy when I wrote this. Tears sometimes come to me unbidden, and I have to smile and hide the pain. Thank you for your visit. What sweet solace. I couldn't respond sooner. Busy day. I just have some time to myself. HUGS, Justin.
Nance Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 6:48 PM
Wow, I loved the rhyme scheme, complex and perfect, flowing together wonderfully. You are always so expressive! Love it!
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 2:58 PM
Thanks, sweetie. Always good to hear from you. :) Hugs
Cooper Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 5:37 PM
So sad dear Eileen. Your words draw me in and I also share your pain. It is a pain from which there is "no relief " "no salve". I know this thing and it consumes your mind and soul leaving a husk of what you were. I shed a tear as I write. God bless! Love Shane xxx
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 2:59 PM
Oh Shane....Empathy is a beautiful thing. Thank you for seeing my soul. Only the discerning know what lies therein. Hugs to you. I hope your tears have dried, my dear.
Callus Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 4:19 PM
Hey Eileen...you say this pain is yours to keep, but somehow you manage to get us involved in it, in such a way that we too feel it. Life is no fairy tale; no magic wands are available to cure broken hearts. For some the suffering is greater than others'. But you will survive...you are stronger than you believe. You will ride the night's waves and see the light of a new bright day:) hugs // paul
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 3:02 PM
And so you say, and so you believe. When I am weak...I will hold on to that. It's been a good day with family and friends, and yet...in the car...on the ride home...I slipped into my somber mood and my friend asked me, "Where are your thoughts?" What could I say? Remembered pain....never leaves me, Paul. I rise...I shine....and in secret...I shed the tears. Thanks for reading and comforting me. Eyes misting already. I'm a silly goose.
Chircop Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 1:54 PM
Aw sweet Eileeny heart.goes out to you.Sadness is expressed in your verse in a way I can touch it,feel it too.Pain will always come back in love..But every trial is there to test us..And everytime We overcome our pain..We become warriors..Big big hug : )
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 3:04 PM
Thanks, my beautiful friend. I have my warrior days. If you love spiritual songs, Please...youtube Twila Paris' song...The WARRIOR IS A CHILD. "Lately I've been wining battles left and right, but even winners can be wounded in the fight. People say that I'm amazing...strong beyond my years, but they don't see the enemies that lay me at HIS feet. They don't know...that I go running home when I fall down. They don't know....who picks me up when no one is around. I drop my sword and cry for just a while...Cause deep inside this armor...The Warrior's Just a Child." Jesus is there to pick me up, I'm just not going to Him. In a bit of a rebellion at the moment, but I know he's there when I need Him...Hugs
Allison Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 11:57 AM
Such sadness in your words so eloquently penned Eileen:-) Hugs Jan xx
Allison Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 3:12 PM
I agree 100% Eileen I am in such turmoil - seeing my dear dad nearing the end of his life is simply heartbreaking - writing is my release:-) hugs jan xxx
Manassian Avatar
February 7, 2015 at 3:08 PM
Hello, Sweetie! Ah....some pain is too deep for words, but...the writing helps. hugs
Lamoureux Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 10:24 AM
This is so sad and yet beautifully expressed!
Manassian Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 10:37 AM
Thanks, Richard. You always want there to be...resolution, you know? Everything nicely taken care of...understood, expressed, dealt with. It's not always that way, is it? Thanks for the visit. I did like the internal rhymes I did on this one. A bit different than the norm. Thanks for the visit.
Trifiatis Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 9:23 AM
You have attacked this powerful brute of pain but to no avail for has overpowered your loving heart. This beast grows stronger when we dwell within the walls of misery But as soon as we turn to loving thought and do not linger to the past a new day will rise with the brightest sun of love! A very powerful poem written with unique poetic elegance! A seven for it, dear Eileen!
Manassian Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 9:27 AM
My dear sweet poet. I did read your Valentine Poem earlier today. It is absolutely superb for it speaks of eternity in love. A lovely thought. Thank you for your visit to this write. It brings me joy to have your words of wisdom and light. I'm afraid I'm not as strong as I pretend to be in my poems. Unresolved issues bring me so much pain. Closure would be lovely. But...life is like that. I've realized...sometimes there are no happy endings. Thanks for your positivity, though. I wish I were strong as you are. Blessings, my dear.
Meade Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 9:18 AM
A deep pain, a pain personified -- leering jeering friends who pile on soiled rags . . . as you fight for sanity remember their are other friends personified that offer clean garments perfumed with sweet scents . . . deep smiles of love. DLO, remember the sea and come to the shores when you are able. Much love and light. 7
Manassian Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 9:21 AM
Well, if this isn't the sweetest word hug ever! :) Thanks, David...I will not forget to come to the shore...if there is comfort there. Thanks ever so much. I must forget old friends who have forgotten me. There is truth in that. :) Thanks ever so much....DLO thanks you from the bottom of her HRT!
Relish Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 8:34 AM
i can very well relate to that... some pains stay with us and at times it flows out in some or the other form...may you get over it at the earliest, let your sorrows give way to happiness... be blessed... lov n warm hug, nad!
Manassian Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 8:38 AM
Ahhhh...you can back. How adorably sweet. I'm afraid this pain aint' goin nowhere, Nadiya. I just have to bear it. Hugs
Relish Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 8:24 AM
Such a sad pen, of depression and hurt... thank you Eileen... enjoyed your write.. lov, nad!
Manassian Avatar
February 6, 2015 at 8:27 AM
Thanks, Nadiya. I have a few open wounds from my past that don't seem to want to heal. Every now and again...they remind me that they are still bleeding. :( A little down...No worries. I'll be ok. Some pain I guess we will carry to the grave. Thanks for the visit. Hugs
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