There I Go Again

There I go again.... Having another thought. Another idea that you did not give me. I should be empty...ready for you to fill with your reflections. I should be vacant. My own intellections are inconsiderable...trivial. My world is your own. I should exist only in your perspective. My sensibilities don't count. They are only shadows that fall behind with your permission. I should have learned to remember my place in your world. The place where I stay silent, while You gain dominion over my will. Steadily...with no remorse. Conquering with convictions. Growing stronger. Your power is all that I allow you. So fill me! Fill me! Teach me not to think. My thoughts only lead to your condemnation. Tell me I am happy. I am happy.