The Youth of My Unrequited Infatuation Pt2

Yes, i get it my mental state wasn’t that good but i’ve gotten help and eventually i'll be fine I've talked to my friends and they've told me that when I was with him they truly saw me shine. Oh I would give it all up for a chance to get my temporary happiness back For now the light of my world has gone, my mind,heart and soul have gone black Though the feelings were not mutual...and me writing this is futile Me taking so long to get these feelings off my chest was brutal Though there will never be an actual “end “ to this “situation” I do love to reminisce about the youth of my unrequited infatuation