The Years I Missed

Most of your life I may have missed But I still remember when we first kissed The first couple years went really well We we're on top of the world and all could tell I would fish while you were fast asleep Now all we have are those few memories to keep My heart breaks and my eyes quickly swell Because instead of you I chose a life of living hell I think of you often every single day Wondering if our paths will some time go the same way We haven't talked or e-mailed in so long The pain of it all is really heavy and way to strong Knowing that for me it's more then to late What to do next I think about and wait Realizing you owe nothing at all to me I hope , pray, and live that one day again you I will see Yet as my life comes closer to an end You are just getting ready for yours to begin Love for you I always have felt At the sight of somethings I would simply melt Didn't take long and I couldn't live without a little crutch But I let control my life so very much For big losses there are only a few That could only be grandpa and all the years lost from you Maybe my approach will never get through Still I sit here tear running down my cheek Because I am a new person no longer weak Now I ramble on with so much to say But most of all I Love and Miss you every single day! The tears I fight and don't want anyone to see This pain I can not blame on anyone but me! An Uncle Charlie Original © 2010 unclecharlie