The World Aint Mine

I love money but it will never become the death of me/ I love poetry so that must become my destiny/ I love my sight but i would trade it just so i can see/ A new vision/ Threw out the darkest night/ A poetic collision/ To help me develop a new sight/ To help me make my decision/ And over come my fear of this new hight/ To guide me threw the competition/ And become my new light/ Despite... The fact that da world aint mine/ So I carry the vision in my mind/ just in case i go blind/ And attempt rewind/ Time and watch as the hands on the clock rotate counter clock wise/ And I watch this all behind the darkness of my brown eyes/ For those of you that cant tell that means my eyes are shut tight/ And I allow the darkest vision to become my inspiration and light/ Despite.... The fact that the world aint mine/ So I take the batteries out of my watch to try to save time/ So that I wont be late standing in heaven's line/ With several questions on my mind/ Like dear lord please tell me is this my sign/ Am i pose to release my thought in this poetic rhyme/ Is this the reason you gave me this talent to deposit a poetic hymn/ I stand with the questions build inside of me/ All I can do is wait patently/ For my turn/ Hopeful I slip and fall and that will be another lesson learned/ Maybe that is my main concern/ I sit and wonder what is my main purpose in life/ Sometimes I catch myself adjusting the lens in my glasses to try 2 develop and deliver a new sight/ Now that aint right/ Im trying to exceed to my highest level in life/ But i cant do it cuz im scared of heights/ Im in life's airport lookin for my flight/ Cuz i dont see what the purpose is/ I mean tell me if you feeling this/ Tell me If you hearing this/ I mean let me know do you think I sound ignorant/ Ignorance is bliss/ But its more noticeable then this/ Word..../ this sounds like something i never heard/ Even though its hard to believe this is my spoken word/