The Way I Really Feel

I’m sorry for all the pain that ive caused,
Like a bleeding tooth without any gause.
If I could go back and change time, 
You know that I would, 
Because I love you that much, 
I feel that I should.
I wish I could change the way you feel, 
But I can only do so much,
Time is my only other hope to heal,
You have to believe what you feel inside,
No matter how much it hurts,
No matter how much you cry.
I’m always here for you Rach,
No matter what happens to us,
I’ll always be here for you and 
I just want you to know that I love you so much…

I’m sorry for all the lies, 
All the things I tried to hide, 
I blame myself,
For all the pain inside,
If you could just forget my past,
Things would be the same, 
I’m sorry for all of this Rach, 
It’s my fault and a darn shame.
I wish I could explain to you better,
How I truly feel,
I’ve never felt anything like this before Rach,
When I’m with you everything is so real.
You make me feel better, 
Even when u don’t try
I hope I do the same to you,
At least once before I die.
I hope you know these 4 plus months, 
Have been really great, 
From the first movie we saw, 
To our very last date.
The late night phone calls, 
And how open we are, 
And how you lay beside me,
As we hold each other close, 
Under the stars.
I hope you know Rach, 
You are the only one for me, 
And that I’m sorry for everything, 
Now all you have to do is believe

Copyright © | Year Posted 2005



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