The Way I Feel

Along our journey of life together, you have tryed to walk out the door..twice now to be exact. Every time that happens we take Two steps back, When do we get to move foward? Christmas time is almost near, everyone is moving foward in their realationships... But what about "us"? I can't help"the way i feel". It seems so unfair I've been the "best" i can be, Loving,Caring And all i feel is despare. I want to grow old with you my "Love" I long to live as "one" To honor,obey,and cherish you till death do "us" part! A simple ring is all i ask, but for you that seems to be a "BIG" task. Almost a year now on our jouney together and foward we have not moved why, i ask? what have i done? what can i do? to make you see all i WANT is YOU!