The Voids of Life

I find this day is so hard, I know I am tiered but the pain of life makes breathing hard. My heart feels like a void and I wish this life was over I see images in my mind of dreams that will never be Of smiling at an infant in my arms that belongs to me To see the wonder in my child’s face as they run with joy The images seem reflections from my own youth The beauty of my daughter as she grows into a woman The joy wondrous JOY of walking down the aisle, with her on my arm To watch my Grandchild play at my feet The tear in my eye and pain in my heart For what I’ll never have leaves life a void