The Unchosen

Here I am again, To this cursed form of libido, An eternity I hope not it will be, Forever cursing the heavy weight of sympathy To myself I feel pity, I have loved, And I have lost, But this is too much already I have lost myself into this pit before, Oh how cruel that I'm falling to it once again, Another goodbye from a girl I love, My fears have again resurfaced I see her smile and I remember her stories, The guy that had that smirk, The guy who you once loved, Is never the same as me Now they're together happily, Both hearts are filled with bliss, I cannot bear watch them together, For my heart itself is grieving and bleeding Once again I have lost, Once again I am the stranger, Once again I have seen love, And once again I have been the second choice.