The Trip

hey, i am going on a trip, this is what he said to me (this affair has to stop! this is what i i am thinking.) "Am i going, you teased?" I will bring you chocolates; then you said,,,,,'please' you work it out i said ( you are not free you know) i really saw no harm i thought very hard.... then Sunday and my Mother followed me around. from you...i turned my face away. (i will wait) you went on a trip....unscheduled, unannounced.. (a voicemail is all i got) see me as my bruised swollen lips call your name (i love you) see me as i kneel and BEG and pray for just one more day... we belong together you know that you took my indecision the wrong way. in my dreams i shout to stop you as you raise the gun to your temple. i am always too late.... too late ....