The Time I'Ve Spent Out There

I have spent a lifetime out there as if i had no fear. Indulging in the sudden stare. The unavoidable long stare, not to be confused with a leer. I have spent lifetime out there. Living a life most would not dare, too afraid to tear the veneer. The unavoidable long stare. Like a never ending nightmare, it just goes on and on for years. I have spent a lifetime out there. There is truth to what it bares, that makes me feel completely *****. The unavoidable long stare. Bringing my feelings out to be snared, just like a face in a mirror. I have spent a lifetime out there with that unavoidable long stare.