Premiere Contest WinnerThe Tempering of the Soul

I have lived a thousand lives, died a thousand deaths.
I have loved women unbounded and fathered an army of children.
I have killed and healed, stolen and blessed, fought and fled.

Jew, Christian, Muslim I have been-- Buddhist, Hindu and Jain, too.
I worshiped the sun and Thor, pagan gods galore....
I was atheist, agnostic, Marxist, and often, just indifferent. 

I was cruel, I was kind, I was hateful, I was forgiving.
I laid waste to cities and wrote operas and symphonies 
and little songs to dance around forever in your head....

I was poet and philanderer, philosopher and philanthropist,
theologian and scientist-- also guard and prisoner, and
many, many times, false lover or the one betrayed....

All my lives were dreams, each slipping away to be forgotten
early in dawn of the next life, none to be recalled until I awaken 
in the time beyond time....
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Andresen Avatar
August 24, 2020 at 4:03 AM
- Congratulations on your win, L.J. ... I remember how exciting it was to post my first poem :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Carber Avatar
August 24, 2020 at 10:26 AM
Thank you, Anee-Lise, y mi amiga, vaya con Dios siempre!
One Avatar
August 24, 2020 at 3:16 AM
Great first post LJ... This was not really a contest, it was an opportunity to showcase your first poem and I am glad you entered. Thank you.
Carber Avatar
August 24, 2020 at 10:27 AM
Thank you very much for the chance! I can't believe it was that long ago-- feels more like a couple years!
Pandit Avatar
June 7, 2019 at 4:06 PM
You are an accomplished poet my friend..such depth and breadth to your art!
Carber Avatar
June 7, 2019 at 10:14 PM
Thank you Vijay-- in truth, I am surprised myself: I started writing poetry again at 65 after a 30 year hiatus and have been fortunate enough to be published by both online and print literary magazines [though in reality, the poems seem to write themselves, and on their own timetable!]
Dietrich Avatar
March 19, 2019 at 7:46 PM
wow, incredible work. So far of what I have seen this is MY favorite you have written. FAVE
Carber Avatar
March 20, 2019 at 10:28 AM
Thank you Andrea--though I'm a Christian (probably not a very good one) I have come to suspect the reality of re-incarnation, both from personal experience and logic.
Roper Avatar
March 8, 2019 at 2:04 PM
Dreams are incredible taking you to places, and being different temperament and people. and wake to the person you really are. But, can those dreams make you a little of what you really want to be. I sometime wish they did. Fantastic write, L.J.
Carber Avatar
March 8, 2019 at 5:53 PM
Thank you, Eve-- and yes, I wonder that about dreams as well.
Ashley Avatar
July 5, 2018 at 9:59 PM
I adore your poem L. J. You've expressed so poetically your soul's plan for reaching higher fruits of divinity through lesson learned in lives lived. A deep spiritual masterpiece and a fav! I've written a similar piece titled; 'Odyssey Of A Soul' expressing a soul entering a new age of enlightenment.. could please read when you have a chance, I'd be honored, though it does not compare with the dramatic time travel artistry of your glorious poem - I think you might enjoy! Warmest wishes ~Susan.. p.s. Belated congrats on your well deserved trophy win!
Zink Avatar
June 5, 2017 at 5:48 PM
Congratulations on your top win. Excellent imagery and metaphor.
Carber Avatar
June 7, 2017 at 11:33 AM
Thank you very much!
Roper Avatar
June 5, 2017 at 2:44 PM
Enjoyed reading congratulations on your win :-)
Carber Avatar
June 7, 2017 at 11:34 AM
Thank you, Eve.
Lamoureux Avatar
June 5, 2017 at 9:33 AM
A tremendous piece, congrats on top placement.
Carber Avatar
June 7, 2017 at 11:34 AM
Thanks Richard, I appreciate it.
Neumann Avatar
June 5, 2017 at 9:07 AM
Congratulations on your win in my contest. It is too beautiful to dissect it with my words. Great stuff. Many wishes, Kai
Carber Avatar
June 7, 2017 at 11:35 AM
Thank you Kai, for the great honor.
Allison Avatar
November 6, 2014 at 6:11 AM
many congratulations on your win:-) Hugs jan xx
Meier-Hans Avatar
November 5, 2014 at 11:21 PM
Congratulations on your win Len.
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January 27, 2013 at 9:06 AM
Len, :-) Congratulations with your featured poem of the week. Glad to see you among the poets on the soups front page. Love your wonderful verse. Have your self a nice & beautiful Sunday... ~PD
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