The Suicidal Girl and the Mean Guy

Why tell people in advance? Do you want them to feel guilt? For not loving you, listening to you? Why hurt them? Revenge? Yes, the world has hurt you, It can be cold and mean. So you do have the power to make a lot of people feel guilt. You want to leave the world, hurting people? So you weren’t loved as a child, a lot of us weren’t. When you grow up you learn it is not about others loving us, it is about the love we give others. You cant make the world love you, but you can bring love into the world. That’s why you have a heart. Every major religion agrees suicide is bad for the soul In the west, we call it purgatory, you sit alone, in a dark place, and feel, you feel guilt, shame, hurt, and loss. God isn’t there, the angels aren’t there It’s more alone than you are now, feeling 1000 times worst, and the only thing you can do is feel it, go into the emotions and purge them until you are capable of loving again, giving love to others, that is. Only, then can you even be near an angel or god. A soul with no love, cannot even be in God’s presence. That is why purgatory exists, to purify a soul of its selfishness Here is your cure, Go help some people worse off than you. Look into their eyes, feel their suffering, share theirs with them, listen to their pain, radiate love to them, be quiet and listen As you give to them, you heal..... Write poems of how you feel, your life experiences, stop writing suicide stuff... Take your pain and put it into the art, go deep, make yourself cry. If the poem doesn’t hurt you, it’s not deep enough. Write some on beauty that make you feel it.. Pray for the planet and all the people in pain Imagine your heart glowing love, healing it all. Forgive everyone that has hurt you. Anger will burn a hole in your heart. Face your fears, go out in the world heal it, make it a better place This is your mission here..............