The Stranger In Her Skin

There is a stranger in my skin,
I don't quite know her
but she is trying to let me 
know who she is.
Sometimes I feel her, very close,
if only to reach out my hand
I could feel her, know her.
Other days, she is hidden, lost,
in the shadow of the monsters
who reside with her.
Some days I am afraid they'll get her
and never again shall I know her,
one day the shadow will cover her
eclipse her starlight
and no longer will she find her way. 
Some days she steals my eyes in the mirror
for just a moment
I see her before...those eyes,
turn back into that of the monster.
Sometimes I feel her gentle touch;
a leaf touching down in an empty forest
with only me there to see.
I wish I could be her some days.
She's the one they look up to?
The one they believe in?
But slowly, she slips through.
My hand, that was so close to holding hers.
That empty space between my fingers,
mocks me, will it ever be filled?
The stranger, she smiles sadly,
but still..she smiled.
She tries to keep the monsters held down
but they are growing to big.
Casting their shadows
will we ever again escape our mind?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Radke Avatar
November 29, 2010 at 10:17 AM
Oh, I love this poem. I know, I feel what you are saying. Oh this is just beautiful writing. So sad, so true. And thank you for the kind words re my poem 'I Dream Awake'.
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November 18, 2010 at 4:33 PM
Madison, you may want to check out a poem that was dedicated to you by Jimmy Anderson. It's called "The Garden of the Wilted Rose" and it's quite beautiful. Best wishes, Carolyn
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November 18, 2010 at 2:34 PM
You write very well, gifted poet. All of us must face our fears at one time or another, Madison..just don't let it consume you..hold you back from being the best you can be as a young person with so much to look forward to. It's easier said than done, but we must keep moving ahead one day at a time. Love, Audrey
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November 17, 2010 at 6:41 PM
Many of us lose sight of ourselves sometimes, Madison. If you are feeling this way, I hope time brings healing to you. A sad but sincere and touching poem. Love, Carolyn
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