( I have at times in my life risen to the elite level as an athlete. But at other times let myself fall from such due to the "real" circumstances of life and business. There was a time when I was younger that I worried maybe I had lost "it"... that killer instinct , that passion to give my all and achieve my best. Over the years I have found those worries were unfounded. For the creature I was born into this world as will not change due to the passings of the seasons. )