The Seed of Sorrow

My heart is not at ease, as much as I try I still cannot please. I feel as if I am not good enough nor tough enough. ! I am burdened by these problems. I feel so much pain, but I dare not complain! You feel no shame when you play these sick games, I think hurting me is your main aim.! As time passes us by, you have still not stopped to realise that you always had first prize in my heart. But now it's too late as we face fate. The little faith I had for you has now wiltered as rose in winter. These sorrows flow deep into the depths of my soul, I am reminded every time and more when you are around. ! I sometimes wonder, does your backnot hurt with weight of your stone heart? ?!.