The Sadness Is Still There

I still miss you
i wish you were here
my lover
my friend
you were always there for me
i miss you
i hate myself
for ever hurting you
i hope you find happiness
even though
its not with me
i love you more than anything
you mean the world to me
i wish you were here
i wish i could hold you
keep you close to me
hold you in my arms
i wish i could love you
the way i use to
i want to be there for you
i guess not anymore
i love you
the feelings that i have for you
i will always have
you will always be in my heart
i want you to know
that no matter what
i will always love you
my song for you
Always and Forever
will always remind me of you
i will never love someone
how i loved you
i wish i could go back
to when we first met
to the time when we were happy
never fighting
the time when our newly found love
was the reason i lived
our happiness was still there
i will never forget
the times we shared
the time when all i thought
was how i wanted to spend my life with you
how i wanted nothing more
than to love you
i want you to know that loving you
was the best thing in my life
i never wanted to leave you
but i needed time
to be by myself
to find myself again
i needed time
to find my feelings again
to realize that hurting you
wasn't what i wanted
i just want you happy
even when its not with me
i want you happy
because
that's all that matters to me
loving you
was the best thing that ever happened to me
i never want to let that go
i never want to lose these memories
i miss you so
please come back to me
love me how we use to 
i know that we won't be the same
because of all that we went through
fighting
yelling
heart ache
pain
crying
and yet
we still managed to stay
you still loved me
even when i was angry at you
you still loved me
even when we didn't speak for days
you still loved me
you...
still loved me...
i will forever love you
my baby girl
the love of my life
my wife...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016


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Date: 3/28/2017 9:31:00 AM
Good Morning Felicia. Poetry is all about expression and emotion. This entry truly has both those factors not to mention heart and soul. Very expressive are your words. I enjoyed your formatting as well. Well done throughout.
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