The Sadness In Me

I walk through a barren forest I hear the thunderstorm coming Raining my tears of sadness I walk, crunching on the falling dead leaves A forest fire burns in my mind Taking with it all the hated people Burnt grass scratches my feet I feel cold and lost Raining tears drop from my eyes Wetting my bare feet Thunder roars Lightning crackles My tears drop to the ground But I keep walking I step in the snow It makes me fell colder I keep walking Frost bite paralyzes my toes Hail falls Kicking my head with its solidness I walk into a pitch black night Darkness surrounds me When will I hear a bird song? When will I see blooming trees? When will the shining sun come out from hiding? When will I see clear water? When will I see green nature? When will I see puffy white clouds? When will I feel the touch of pure blue lakes? When will I see a forest full of joy? When will I know what it feels like to be happy? When?