The Sadness I feel inside

The sadness I feel inside, asking why didn't you help me fix it. The sadness I try to hide on the outside. When our marriage went bad. The sadness that doesn't seen to end. I can't get over losing you my friend. I thought you were love, that God sent from above. Losing you was difficult to get through. The hardest thing was losing you. We used to be so in sync. It seems now more like a roller rink. The sadness I feel inside, like losing myself outside.