The River of Time

I see you in my dreams my little boy so trusting waiting for me to take you away from dad's sciopathy But what you don't understand Is l was under the spell of dysfunction Your dad was selling a love so freely It was a fraud That was hard to understand and you were left behind But it took time for me to understand that the love for sale came with conditions that I couldn't meet and I had to pay with losing you and I hated myself for letting you down But how can I win against sciopathy So this is my time to tell you how much you shine within my heart and take this time to realize how much you really mean to me that your soul is intwined with mine and that I care about your future that I know you have the ability to rise and shine Oh my baby please listen to me I'm your mom and I love you so universally and you will rise above this apathy and show sciopathy that he has not won that I am saving something in my dreams in believing that I will be beside you and be able to see what you are becoming because of those dreams I see of you being true free and loving me and I loving you so freely Hold back the river. James Day song.