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I have problems seeing the Christian God as the Alpha and Omega - All phases of life depending on Him No matter what decision's made, he has the ball in his court- He plays games in spite our feelings such as asking Abraham to murder his only son- if that God knew what we think and what we feel- how could he do that- then to reneg on it just to show He's real. His followers know- they claim, God knows the universe and our hearts- then why did he need proof from Abraham to show boat his love for him? Why did he hurt him so bad- with the close death of his only son for an Angel to come down and say “Stop!” Why did God need that masochistic proof when he already know? And supply our needs, no matter how large or small? What about all the millions of children who die everyday from starvation? From abuse and rape? Is that just a “different way” for the almighty giver?” He knows the weight of our burden yet never tries to lighten it. He know when we are trying, he knows we care Monitors each stumble, beneath weight too heavily given us. Monitors but does not help- God's mercy to our sufferings is like a butcher's empathy to a cow he bled for money.... “God shall never leave us,” I believe he enjoys the masochistic sights- perhaps that is why he never leaves our side. Praise and adoration to Him, as we live in *****and are forced into survival by sin? Bend MY knee to him, I think not. I'd rather a Man act as a God than a God act worse than a man. Heaven has no turmoil- heartache or desperation, Policemen or judges, murderers or convicts. Why we ask- Cause' God wants that masochistic play. He says to forget about worldly pleasures- that is the only way into Heaven Before it is too late- He wishes to corrupt those who have yet to be corrupted. A jealous God, yes he is. And they say upon the Lord-”They shall raise up upon the wings of eagles, shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.” All that means to me is you are more a slave in heaven than in life. “He made many waters, not all streams will run dry”, yet he killed the entire world just to have fun playing with his big boat full of animals he could manipulate. “But without faith it is impossible to please him” Do, if one can communicate God we wouldn't need faith. And faith alone- For” God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son” Mayhap He did, but so far as I see it was the Romans who held him captured and and crucified him.

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Date: 6/16/2012 4:57:00 PM
amazing ..xox~pd
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Date: 6/16/2012 3:35:00 PM
Amy, there is so much there in your words....Suggestion- Next time you pick up the your it as though you are reading about yourself..Peace and blessings....His New Testament believe for the sake of believing..or something like that....Tis it not better to believe in something than to go through life believing in nothing...All I ask and pray is that people believe in themselves and the spirit that dwells within matter how they come to define it..BELIEVE
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