The Reality

My life is a raging fire I'm desperate for living water Manipulated by the ultimate liar I'm even afraid to meet my daughter Floating aimlessly to catch a wave Hiding behind the wall of my shame Time is endless as I wander this cave The fleshly appetite is too difficult to tame Hope seems to be my final thought Confused by what I need No where to go after I've been caught When will I grow up and take the lead? My ambitious intentions have been restrained All I see is a life that has been disdained