I struggle (as Jonah did) with the weight of the world (and in turn am sluggish to present the Gospel at every given opportunity). I struggle as The Apostle Peter did (as I sink in the water because I am focused on what's going on around me). I repent daily, I ask the Lord to stregthen me. I do understand what the Prophet Jonah means when he says "It is better for me to die than live" (Jonah 4:3, 8). I don't want to physically die (even though Jonah felt that death would relieve his burden) I feel that burden. Lord I need Your help. Lift this burden.
A joke: Do you know how Jonah got out of the whale? He ran and he ran until he was pooped out.