The Pathetic Undertaking of An Undermined Mortal

I'm standing here looking around I cannont clear my minds apparatus I only have one eye open I cannot escape this painful status I try to look the other way And pretend that I can't see But this pain won't retreat My soul will never be free But it's ok I let it happen to me Is it a crime? Forget it We weren't meant to be So as i sit here in pitty I reminisce on the past How did i get to this debacle And now become the outcast I look upon myself And ask if I should continue Or should I give up And pick out my own venue?