The Pain of Ignorance

Oh! My half soul..My best friend.. Thought you were my sunshin... Left me in the midst of darkness.. Thought you were my moonlight... Proved me there was no moon.. Wished to hold your hands till the edge of doom.... Where your sword killed the bond.... Thought you wiped the tears of mine... When the truth was that you played with those..... Though I tried so hard to hold on to you... The bullets from you pierced my heart... So deep... And deep...and deep..... Realized no one could save me...... drowned in sorrow... Cried in agony.... Tried to stay strong when my heart became just a pumping machine.... Longed that it would stop so fast.... Failed to kill myself when I was already half dead.... Cried all nights.... Tried all days... But in vain.. Full of pain.. Eyes became the clouds Where the cheeks, the rosy land... Waited for the old you ,my soul mate..... Hoped you would come back someday as you.... Before my hearts stops beating.... Before my eternal sleep..!