The Pain Changed Me

The stars stopped shining and twinkling the shiny surfaces turned dull the light turned into darkness my life turned into darkness When I walk in the road I see accidents when I get to school I get hopeless when I look at everyone I see devastation and trauma But when I look at myself the accidents and hopelessness seems nothing compared to the pain I endured the tears I had to shed The hopes I had to lose my heart wish broke multiple times the suicidal thoughts and doings the too much pain at a young age The sufferings I had to suffer the depression I was in and still in the poverty I was in and still in the mocking I always get from others it's painful, it's sorrow, it's misery pain changed me and I'm still enduring it