The other side ain't really greener

The other side ain't really greener the streets is cold but society's meaner Its a rough climb up out this b&*ch and I'm steady tryin- constantly fighting for what's rightfully mine and I'm already out my f-in mind breakin my spine jus to find Ain't nuthin at the end of that rainbow its a low blow so I stick that needle in my arm one more time This life I'm livin ain't mine, It's a complete lie I used to shine now I'm just blind To the happiness I used to feel I gota jux,rob and steal just to barely get by and I'm ready to die im too high tryna fly wavy as fck and I got zero luck so numb I can't even cry Been beat down so much got no energy left to try an with all that combined the only lane is way outta line.