The Only One

Emotionally depraved, For once it felt like love, But now all that has changed, you were the only one. Consumed by disarray, For though I look at them, I only see your face, And that's where the pain stems. I don't want you in mind, Even though your thoughts, Are the best I can find; My happiness still rots. I want you in my heart, I want to be in yours. I want to just go back, To how it was before. I was the only one, That you had feelings for. At least that's what you said, It was me, you adored. Do you think about me, Do I tug your emotions? Do I speed your heartbeat, And put time in slow motion? Do I ever repay, All the joyous moments, That you brought to me, Or do I bring you torment? I just want to love you, Even if that means I have to leave forever, To save the memories.