The New Year

The New Year is approaching But I’m not prepared Emotions that are torturing me Have left me in despair The months are moving forward But I have not fulfilled My hopes are frozen solid The fantasies congealed Will I acquire happiness Will I remain the same And will get the riches And happiness I claim The thoughts are battling inside of me Not granting me reprieve As days are flying past me The forsaken wishes that I grieve And life’s accelerating But I am getting by My goals are hopes are waiting And I am wondering why So may be the New Year will finally reveal And manifest my destiny And my aspirations will not appear surreal