The Morning After

The morning after
I wake up to my pillows talking to me
Your are gone but they say you were here
You left some time in the night after I said you couldn't stay 
Even after all that excitement you caused with the little you brought
There wasn't anything your body could do to impress me
Make me want to change my nature to believe in more than my stripes
And these spots that have kept me sheltered and unharmed by love
Because love is just some female constantly barking at everyone to be noticed
Searching for gentle and caring hands to bite later
So you took a kiss and your clothes while I pushed you out my door
Imagine my surprise when I still didn't wake up alone
There is this feeling here holding me now
I can't help but think you left it
A revenge of some sort to combat my cool head, cold shoulders, and icy heart
And that makes me want to hate you
Who are you to come and try to change who I am in one night
You should have simply just left a note if you really had to have a say
Even I would have been less offended if you left cash on my nightstand
Just so our one night stand won't still stand in my room
Its staring me down as if I was caught with my hands in forbidden places
With someone who isn't suppose to be here
But there is still something here that isn't suppose to be here
It is the morning after
Well passed our mutual time of sharing
You took and I took
You gave and I gave
And I only rose above you after I spent time at your feet
It was a fair night
I don't think I deserve to wake up with leftovers sleeping over
Lounging in my bed stealing my sleep before my sanity
Because I didn't ask for any reminders
Somehow they have found themselves here infringing on my time
Loitering and littering my space with your impressions I refused to acknowledge once
Inspecting all the marks in the light of day won't allow me to do it twice
If only there were just pillowcases and sheets I needed to wash
Hickies and scratches on my skin I needed to hide
So I can fully convince myself you were never here
The morning after
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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February 13, 2014 at 4:48 PM
Hi Janica, , A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. You will enjoy the community, we are one big happy family. (Drama & Love. LOL) ~ Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@"
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February 7, 2014 at 12:00 PM
really good one... i'm new to this kind of poetry..... i really liked it.. enjoyed it..--Akash
Rogers Avatar
February 3, 2014 at 8:33 AM
Very Nice Poem! Enjoyed it much…Thanks for sharing//Sinclair
Jones Avatar
February 2, 2014 at 11:14 AM
Wow...I'm really touched by the honesty of this piece....as one who understands these feelings..I hope you find that one in a million who doesn't let you start at her feet..:-) but at her heart...
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February 1, 2014 at 7:46 AM
This is incredible! !! Your words are pure and strong. ..I love it! !
Williams Avatar
February 1, 2014 at 6:07 PM
Thanks for an encouraging and enlightening comment. It is much appreciated
Mehta Avatar
January 31, 2014 at 8:08 PM
Enjoyed the write and congrats on the fine win, Janica
Williams Avatar
February 1, 2014 at 6:06 PM
Thanks but I didn't win anything
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January 31, 2014 at 5:18 AM
wow, Janica. almost like a dream. Your first poem on the soup is excellent for the readers!! Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. Wishing you the best when it comes to your poems. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you like. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND". Hugs* SKAT
Williams Avatar
February 1, 2014 at 6:08 PM
Thanks. I guess you can never have too many poets as friends. They keep your writing fresh.
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January 31, 2014 at 3:43 AM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,Janica- I choose your first great written poem :)- hope you will write many more in the future :) - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
Williams Avatar
February 1, 2014 at 6:10 PM
Thanks for the warm welcome...It feels good to be here among those who share my love for the art
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