The Merciful Will Receive Mercy

You who live without a thought
Of the damage that you do

The rift you dug so deep
Its spanning I can't see through

You lie as a child in slumber
While I rotate on this spit 

Trying to reconcile my heart and mind
 to make some sense of it

I want to stay as I need to go
For the sake of my sanity

Wasted years unacknowledged 
Your eyes blinded to seeing me

A merciful pretence of love
Could you muster in my behalf 

Saying it's over when  it never started
let's end this on a laugh

I was willing to settle for crumbs
Crumbs were all you had to give

Bits and pieces falling through 
Your self protective sieve

I'm tired and just can't do this
It's a puzzle I will not complete

Just remember scared as hell my
Own heart I threw like a child at your feet

As vulnerable as a newborn
I trusted I see now in vain

Your love will not be forthcoming
The old Trojan horse trick again

Please do what I am unable
Show mercy if you can

Paint me that picture of the knight on white horse
As when this travesty began

Rescue me from myself
Send me in peace from your door

I promise I will darken it
With my own shadow self never more
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Rigoler Avatar
September 12, 2022 at 8:28 PM
Nicely said Vicky and nicely rhymed. Hope it's more poetry that personal heartache? Thank you for stopping by to read me. Always appreciate new poets. / Maurice
Showalter Swift Avatar
August 26, 2022 at 5:49 PM
So we'll said
Rhymer Avatar
August 26, 2022 at 7:06 PM
You are kind to have read and to have also taken the time to comment.Thank you.
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