The Luminous Fugue
—Shadows’ Dance in Light—
I—called—Love.
It slipped.
Past my shadow.
Past my shivering hand
on wet pavement.
Hiss—
the tires,
the drizzle,
the bell
I once heard
and forgot.
I called Love—
in their eyes—
the ones I lived for,
hands outstretched—
laughter ringing,
ringing,
like coins
thrown
into a well
whose bottom
I could not reach.
I served.
I prayed.
I wrote.
And when their hunger—
was sated—
I was left—
a vessel emptied.
Foot tapping—
the indifferent pavement.
Heartbeat arguing—
with the clock—
my pulse—
small rebellion
against emptiness.
I called Love—
in poems—
fragile birds—
crashing
into walls
I had built
for myself.
I called Love—
in rain—
in a glance
that lingered too long—
in the quiet laugh
I saved
for no one.
And then—
it struck—
something luminous—
laughing
at my grasp—
and I discovered
something
I had not intended to know:
Love is not mine.
Not mine
to call.
Not mine
to define,
to prove,
to bend.
It moves—
where I do not.
Sustains—
even when I fail.
And strikes—
a current—
through hand,
through tongue,
through breath
I thought—
my own.
I stand—
fingers wet—
on glass,
foot tapping—
still tapping—
the indifferent pavement—
and feel—
without knowing—
the pulse—
beneath all pulses—
the rhythm—
that cannot answer,
cannot be held,
cannot be named—
and yet—
answers—
everything.
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