The Love That Didnt Exist

I must of wished upon a million stars and hoped on many things The love that I was looking for couldn't compare to my every dream, The one girl I wanted was a mirage to my every thought The one feeling I felt, the most I realized couldn't stop, I would look upon the midnight stars where love was just a blur Laying back in bed wondering who you were, As my days and nights passed, I could feel the love fade I started to realize, the girl of my dreams was never made, I patiently waited, but my appearance was lonely I started to realize, I was my one and only, Nobody would accept me or look my way So I feel to my knees and started to pray, Dear God, I guess I wasn't meant for love or love wasn't meant for me I just wanted that special someone, who I could say was meant to be, I thank you Lord for all the blessings you gave But the love that didn't exist, was something, I took to my grave.