The Life of This One

This ache so deep and contrite, seems that it cannot be told; I understand it's reason, but wish it wasn't so. My heart within me is melting, as it's been torn in two; I know because of weakness, I lack in having faith. The will to completely abide is here, yet seems so far away; my will and my want have become one. I know JESUS SAVES; yet I feel just a waver of doubt; Will salvation come to the life of this one? JESUS has prevailed and I know each heart is known; the lost can be saved and the saved never lost. Salvation can come to the life of this one, JESUS IS CHRIST; HE knoweth the very life of this one.