The leaf that never turned green

Do I call it an unhealthy obsession? The insanity of my restless mind? A picture-perfect story, unsuited for the frame But would it be too much to ask for? To record every laugh of yours To capture every fleeing second of your frame To hear your voice on an endless loop, To love you a little more and then again a little more in a cycle untill I'm a fallen leaf Would that be too much to ask for? A picture-perfect story when I don't even have a picture To hold onto you forever? I never knew if this would happen, If it would end on good terms, Or if it would ever truly begin. Your eyes-serendipity etched in my life- You're ineffable, beyond words for this world. And yet, I wouldn't be exaggerating if I said it so. I won't ask why it ended like this. I won't ask why it never began. Maybe, in another universe, The threads connected as they should But here, i lost the golden string that was destined to bind us. Would it be too much to ask, to manifest a dream when there's nothing left to weave? I'd still ask for a little more To hold onto those moments, to stay just a little longer with you. Would that be too much to ask for?