The L Word

It's hard. This feeling that easily becomes cozy. The possibility of being shown something new. The introduction of new words, new emotions. Soon to discover fear of loss. This possibility that brings to life an life altering halt Before anything major has happened. A social construct that thrives on reciprocation. Slouched across the couch. Found in sudden hesitation. Wanting to move, but not wanting to lose that comfortable feeling. The thought of having to find that spot all over again. It's accumulation of warmth. Everything that went into finding the good news Then realizing that you have no one to tell it too. Or even worse. Realizing that the remote is on the other side of the room.