The Impossible Star

You are way too things to me in particular But there is one that is the most crucial of them all. As well as the most vicious one? It's the fact that you are quite impossible to attain No matter how much one attempts And believe me when I state that I have tried multiple times They all always ended up failing spectacularly for me And somehow, you ended up even further away than before I don't know what it was that kept me attempting it It always resulted in me getting wounded And you getting away scot-free as you usually do But then again, that is normal for you, isn't it? You never seem to care about who you harmed back then or now So maybe… it's a good thing that I failed then You were exactly a good friend to anyone back then You only seemed to care for one person: yourself I don't quite understand how or why I was your friend It was probably because of your honey words I do understand however why the others left, though now It's because of who you are as a human You are the most vile and manipulative human to ever roam the planet Even the most loathed being that lived has nothing on you So… please do everyone a favor and drop dead