The Hole Inside

My soul seems to be lacking All my trust is slowly fading It seems to be abandoning me My hope went into hiding I always seem to push away The people I try so hard to love But I always see the best In the ones I don't hold close I'm lucky enough I know To have the friends I do They put up with my craziness All these changes in my moods I should thank my lucky stars To have all that I need But somewhere deep inside I just feel that something's missing What I need is hope How do I get that back? The problem seems to be Once hopelessness get you It's a deep hole to crawl out of