The Hidden Sadness Behind Her Eyes

From a distance she looks at peace, having fun doing her thing. But objects don't 
always appear the same from afar, if you take a deep look into someone's eyes it 
tells the story.

Her eyes once filled with hopes and dreams for the future full of happiness and 
joy. Her eyes now sit only filled with the tears and sorrows of her life fading, like 
the now dim twinkle that once shone so bright in her eyes.

If you look deep into her eyes, you notice the pain and torture she tries so hard to 
cover up. If you ever have the chance to see pass that shield that tries to cover up 
the pain in her eyes, you will see that her eyes are now empty.

Her eyes seem lifeless but in her mind she is being held a prisoner. Not 
knowing if things will get better. For every time she thinks she is at her lowest 
she finds out it is bottomless, like her cold, dark, empty, lifeless eyes.

She often wondered if it was really worth sticking it out, for if it wasn't to get better 
what was the point.

She stands in front of the mirror. Tears running from her eyes down her cheek to 
end at her heart. Her heart which is cold and frosted over.

She misses the happiness and joy she once felt, now she is numb and her heart 
beats no more. She looks deep into her own cold eyes with anger, knowing it is 
all her own fault why her sorry excuse of a life is this way.

She is tired of it all, she just wants it all to stop. She feels like her brain is about 
to explode. She just wants silence and to be free of this pain and torture.

She takes one last look into that mirror, deep into those empty eyes. She closes 
her eyes, her last tear rolls down her cheek. Her body trembles with anger.

She opens her eyes to notice them filled with anger and hate. She hated that 
person in the mirror more than anyone could imagine. Her fist clenched with 
furry, she smashed the mirror.

She looked at herself in the mirror on the floor. She was broken in a million 
pieces and knew she could never be put back together. She picked up the piece 
of glass that her eyes were upon. She then fell to the floor and lied in the 
shattered glass that was her life.

Her eyes are open. The pain and suffering is gone. She is released from the 
torturing hell that was her life. She is free now and the twinkle now forever back in 
her eyes.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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George   Avatar
January 24, 2009 at 7:04 AM
congratulations on your feature of the week, Jessica. Very sad! love, Lainie
P. Avatar
January 24, 2009 at 4:05 AM
Just seems a lot like what i m feeling now... great write! Poetry should always be able to touch another person... and you've touched my heart!! I’m also waiting for my pain to go away... maybe with the hopes from you poem, it will!! ~ Arany
Ehigiator Avatar
January 23, 2009 at 2:46 PM
Very sad write, beautiful piece though..Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week..God Bless *Tyesha
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January 23, 2009 at 7:59 AM
Congrats Jessica on your poetry being featured this week. Vince
Jordan Avatar
January 22, 2009 at 10:29 AM
Jessica - I just wanted to say congratulations on having your poetry featured this week – God Bless, MJ
Tippin Avatar
January 21, 2009 at 8:09 AM
jess, i never realized u were into poetry until recently... it is a shared passion... im so proud of your ability in writing, being a mother and in life in general. <3 jenn
Tippin Avatar
January 20, 2009 at 7:20 PM
Thanks everyone, Im so happy to be featured this week, first time :)
Richards Avatar
January 19, 2009 at 5:28 PM
So much sorrow felt in this poem. Well written, and well deserving a featured role this week. Congratulations! ~ Carrie
Brown Avatar
January 19, 2009 at 10:37 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week Jessica. May you have many more. Love, Carol
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January 19, 2009 at 10:01 AM
Congratulations on your wonderful poetry being featured this week! Love, Shar
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