The First One

You will never take away my first mania. 

That day I awoke feeling balanced.

As if there was a cure from within. 

Motivation, energy, and joy. 

Untethered, unembodied, unimprisoned. 

For the first time, I was itching to run into an endless horizon. 

Until I realized that I was only grasping a delusion. 

And I was embarrassed at the person I attempted to live as. 

Mania will always pass. 

But the lessons I learned from depression will reign on.
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